magical thinking

you don’t mean what you say

polite potion of poison placed so erratically by my nightstand

the world is safe for me but dangerous for you at every turn

so keep yourself small to be my pet

shine your light onto my failed marriage to make it all seem ok

a retirement of hate and simple justifications that only a fool could believe

A loyalty to salute at all cost that i can’t afford he whispers

change that word, add that line and my mark is set upon you forever

never to leave me but forbidden to speak.

cradle to grave

i only wiped your butt so that you can wipe mine

forever

la

la

mad

j

sad

d

pissed

p

jip

me

and ruel the day magic.