I am not an evolved Woman

An evolved woman walks through the world with grace and poise

I barrel through the room with my foot in my mouth

An evolved woman hides her sorrow and releases it to the quiet moon

I scream and yell and cry into my pillow

An evolved woman turns the other cheek when faced with Injustice

I rage, rail and complain to all who holds compassion for me

I am not an Evolved woman

An evolved woman finds her solace on the yoga matt chanting mantras of higher love

I forced myself to the silent space in between intrusive thinking

I am not an Evolved woman

An evolved woman has no shame, guilt or fears and yield a mighty power of being adored

I push myself to write my power through the haze of insecurity and pressure to be valid

I am not an Evolved woman

An evolved woman laughs off the family push pull and box around her ‘negative’ flow with Free love and blessings

I affirm my blessings at a nearby path to sanity and purpose above my human ego

I am not an evolved woman

An evolved woman is the center of attention as her smile attracts no hate and only holy acceptance to do no wrong

but never Right

Left Brain

I smile to hide the hard road of achieving a dream just out of touch but lives in my protected imagination

An Evolved woman is the goal to beat and emulate as a role model for all girly composure

I am not an evolved woman

my goat is to beat the undertoe of energy caught in the vortex surrounding the shadows of; Evolved woman

who I am not

I am involved woman

Involved in digging into all my layers of: what not suppose to be

I am an involved woman

Involved in understanding what makes us tick and what ticks us off

I am an involved woman

Involved in this solitary journey that has left me with no family, no friends and no love

but i bare within

Me

I am an involved woman

Involved in showing myself a better way past blaming myself for not measuring up to be

An Evolved Woman