loyal lusty obsession waking me up at night grasping at a floating heart on naked skin
blocking a sensible eye to entertain mr post man smiling sparkle to a game of cards.
I can’t quite put my finger on it
but my body charges shocks of painful electricity inside the brain when jumping feels too far.
Too young I excuse keeping poker chips off the table thoughts and excuses to a false loyalty
on a floating heart on naked skin.
So close I can touch it if I want each day through rain, snow and whatever the whether we be together
checking the mailbox for loyal phantom stuck in the E tower.
Smile to smile
banter of delight
Interest to interest
I swat back down to
loyal fantasy on a floating heart
on naked skin.
Flesh and bone sniffing at my driveway in sweetness and innocence that has seen it all
but I can’t budge
suspended in sitcom flirtation making a mystery of me that adds to the passion.
He is new and un jaded
I seem ready to retire from love scars and a rehash of get to know you
but I lie
a huge invisible weight regretted reacting subtle with every hmm and interesting
lip play and vocal thrust
just a kiss is just a kiss i wish seeing his sights on fun and play
but I am older
the excuse I use to stay in endless suspense to a twisted loyalty
to naked skin
on a floating heart
fog in my way
to pray is just to kiss away